A sound escapes me. The same combination of a gasp and groan that comes from being submerged in water, deprived of oxygen to the point of pain. I push people aside until I am right in front of him, my hand resting on the screen. I search his eyes for any sign of hurt, any reflection of the agony and torture. There is nothing. Peeta looks healthy to the point of robustness. His skin is glowing, flawless, in that full-body-polish way. His manner’s composed, serious. I can’t reconcile this image with the battered, bleeding boy who haunts my dreams.
I guess my main worry is that people will start hating what I hate about myself. I worry that everybody will think I am really annoying and just want me to shut up. Which would make so much sense because I annoy myself… I guess I want people to know that if they are annoyed with me, I get it, it’s totally cool. Please forgive me.
So slowly goes the night
Ten lonely days, ten lonely nights (X)
'You and me, we made a deal to try and save him. Remember?' Haymitch says. When I don't respond, he disconnects after a curt 'Try and remember.
Sometimes when I’m alone, I take the pearl from where it lives in my pocket and try to remember the boy with the bread, the strong arms that warded off nightmares on the train, the kisses in the arena.
here’s a massive ‘fuck you’ and ‘well done’ to lionsgate for making the release of the trailer so fucking complicated. why can’t you just release it online straight after it debuts at sdcc? HAVE YOU COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE FANS? YOU KNOW THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE CONTRIBUTED SO MUCH TO THE SUCCESS OF YOUR MOVIE ADAPTATIONS? PARTICULARLY THE FANS WHO CAN’T AFFORD SDCC TICKETS OR HAVE ONE OF THOSE STUPID SAMSUNG TABLETS/PHONES/WHATEVER THE HELL THEY ARE FOR THAT APP THING TO SEE THE TRAILER AND OTHER CONTENT LIKE WHAT
"no, katniss! no! you can’t go!"
“prim, let go!”
and finally she does.